You know, I thrive on structure. Yesterday and today were 'fall break' and in terms of activity without school I don't do nearly as much exercise, and not doing as much entails the blahs. I must learn to create structure for myself, because during the winter break and summer I won't have a gym, unless I take an accelerated winter course and summer classes.

Anatomy blows.

Thursday, I have an on-site Anthropology observation at the mall at 8:30 AM. Everyone in that group can thing of oh.. 6 other things they would rather be doing at that time than scoping out what kind of idiot goes to the mall at 8:30 in the morning and barfing up a presentation about it.

Here's a juicy tidbit for you. In one of my classes, I'm in this group of wonderful people, my favorite group ever. And in this group there is this man whom I have a crush on. I am not an aggressive female, but sometimes I feel transparent, like it's horribly easy to tell with me how I feel about a man. The stupidest things fly out of my mouth because I say whatever comes to mind in this particular group, we've all got chemistry. An example, the professor asks us to look at the person next to us and imagine imitating them for one day. So he comments about how he would have to get a few piercings. And you know what I say? 'I don't have any that you don't see, by the way.' The girl sitting caddy corner to me chuckles. At the moment it worked in my head, but then I thought about it. Forward much? why me? alas. Things either are meant to happen or they aren't. And to be frank I can't see it being anything more than lust. I'm bored I guess.

My bed is calling my name