I put on another 5 lbs in Texas. Total of 10 since my lowest weight ...
I'm going on vacation again tomorrow- this time to Western PA, a place about 6 hours from where I live. My family is going to stay there for about 3 days, to wind down the summer and do some sightseeing. I begin classes again next Monday.
I am feeling so bitter about my predicament with my weight right now. It's pretty frustrating. I hate getting compliments on my weight loss, because it is a work unfinished, and I haven't felt accomplished in that way for some time now. People tell me they admire my willpower and discipline.. what discipline? I am completely sucking at this right now, and I'm losing motivation to continue climbing because it feels like I am running up a muddy and slippery slope. I am either running in place, or if I pause I start sliding backwards very quickly.
The next chapter in the life of a once morbidly obese student pursuing her long term fitness and health goals.
About Me
- Nat
- I'm Coquinat on youtube btw
My weight loss journal
August 2007: 272
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January 2010: 223
2 comments:
You always write how I'm feeling. I am feeling exactly like you right now. I suck also. We'll get this but it is so frustrating when we are stuck in this pothole. :P
Love you...we'll get there...eventually. :)
aww nat! im sorry! i know. i have put on a total of 10 pounds since my lowest weight and all summer ive been getting "oh! you have lost a lot of weight comments" and it like no i havent, im slowly gaining it back.... arrgh!
you dont suck. your still awesome to me!
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